“I don't understand my feelings. I really don't. I don't understand how I could hate you so much after so much time. How, no matter how much I'd like to not hate you, I hate you even more. It grows.”
Source: Fool for Love
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Sam Shepard 4
American playwright and actor 1943–2017Related quotes
“Do you hate me so much?” “no, I can’t hate you. I wish I could, but I can’t””
Devoted
“No matter how much you hate or how much you suffer, you can't bring the dead back to life”

http://womenshistory.about.com/od/quotes/a/madonna_2.htm.

“I can't tell you how much time is spent worrying about decisions that don't matter.”
A Conversation with Ward Cunningham (2003), Collective Ownership of Code and Text
Context: I can't tell you how much time is spent worrying about decisions that don't matter. To just be able to make a decision and see what happens is tremendously empowering, but that means you have to set up the situation such that when something does go wrong, you can fix it.
“I don't hate you.. I just don't like that you exist”
Source: Seduce the Darkness
Interview with Pittsburgh Press-Roto, 1974. Quoted in Blum, Deborah. The Monkey Wars. Oxford University Press, 1994, p. 92.

“How I hate you. If hate were stone I could build a tower into the clouds.”
Source: The Gray Prince (1975 [serialized 1974]), Chapter 15 (p. 152)