Midnight's Children (1981) 
Context: Who what am I? My answer: I am the sum total of everything that went before me, of all I have been seen done, of everything done-to-me. I am everyone everything whose being-in-the-world affected was affected by mine. I am anything that happens after I've gone which would not have happened if I had not come. Nor am I particularly exceptional in this matter; each "I", everyone of the now-six-hundred-million-plus of us, contains a similar multitude. I repeat for the last time: to understand me, you'll have to swallow a world.
                                    
“With everything in me screaming No! yet the sum of me sighed Yes.”
Source: Giovanni's Room
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(1924-1987) writer from the United States 1924–1987Related quotes
“Quentin Crisp said it to me; now I say it to you: say yes to everything.”
Quoted at the British Academy of Film and Television Arts website (December 2009).
Letter to his uncle, Joseph Fesch (June 1791), as quoted in A Selection from the Letters and Despatches of the First Napoleon. With Explanatory Notes (1884) edited by D. A. Bingham, Vol. I, p. 24
“To sigh, yet not recede; to grieve, yet not repent.”
                                        
                                        Book iii, "Boys at School". Compare: To sigh, yet feel no pain", Thomas Moore The Blue Stocking. 
Tales of the Hall (1819)
                                    
                                
                                    “Snail, snail, glister me forward,
Bird, soft-sigh me home,
Worm, be with me.
This is my hard time.”
                                
                                
                                
                                
                            
                                        
                                        "The Lost Son," ll. 8-11 
The Lost Son and Other Poems (1948) 
Context: I shook the softening chalk of my bones,
Saying,
Snail, snail, glister me forward,
Bird, soft-sigh me home,
Worm, be with me.
This is my hard time.
                                    
“In the end, the sum of my vices is all me.”
Source: Quintana of Charyn