“There is a really deep well inside me. And in it dwells God. Sometimes I am there, too. But more often stones and grit block the well, and God is buried beneath. Then He must be dug out again.”

26 August 1941, p. 91
Etty: The Letters and Diaries of Etty Hillesum, 1941-1943

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Jewish diarist 1914–1943

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