“Better to stay alive," I said. "At least while there's a chance to get free." I thought of the sleeping pills in my bag and wondered just how great a hypocrite I was. It was so easy to advise other people to live with their pain.”

— Octavia E. Butler , book Kindred

Source: Kindred

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American science fiction writer 1947–2006

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