“I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.”
Journal entry from July 1950 – 1953, page 63 of the original, page 55 of the collection
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000)
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Sylvia Plath was an American poet, novelist, and short story writer. Born in Boston, she studied at Smith College and Newnham College at the University of Cambridge before receiving acclaim as a poet and writer. She married fellow poet Ted Hughes in 1956, and they lived together in the United States and then in England. They had two children, Frieda and Nicholas, before separating in 1962.
Plath was clinically depressed for most of her adult life, and was treated multiple times with electroconvulsive therapy . She committed suicide in 1963.
Plath is credited with advancing the genre of confessional poetry and is best known for two of her published collections, The Colossus and Other Poems and Ariel, and The Bell Jar, a semi-autobiographical novel published shortly before her death. In 1982, she won a posthumous Pulitzer Prize for The Collected Poems.

“I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.”
Journal entry from July 1950 – 1953, page 63 of the original, page 55 of the collection
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000)
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart: I am, I am, I am.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Variant: I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart: I am, I am, I am.
Source: The Bell Jar (1963), Ch. 20
“I want so obviously, so desperately to be loved, and to be capable of love.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“let me live, love, and say it well in good sentences”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“Everything people did seemed so silly, because they only died in the end.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar (1963), Ch. 2
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“If you expect nothing from somebody you are never disappointed.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar (1963), Ch. 5
“Kiss me, and you will see how important I am.”
Variant: Kiss me and you will see how important I am.
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
"Lady Lazarus" http://www.angelfire.com/tn/plath/lady.html <br class="br">Source: Ariel (1965)
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Variant: How we need that security. How we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. To rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: I need this. I need someone to pour myself into.
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Variant: The trouble was, I had been inadequate all along, I simply hadn't thought about it.
Source: The Bell Jar
Draft of letter to Richard Sassoon (December 1955), quoted in Joyce Carol Oates, "Raising Lady Lazarus," The New York Times (2000-11-05) http://www.nytimes.com/books/00/11/05/reviews/001105.05oatest.html <br class="br">The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000) <br class="br">Variant: Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.
“I talk to God but the sky is empty.”
Draft of letter to Richard Sassoon (1950-02-19)
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000)
Variant: I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
“There is nothing like puking with somebody to make you into old friends.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar
“I couldn’t see the point of getting up. I had nothing to look forward to.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar
“I write only because
There is a voice within me
That will not be still”
Source: Letters Home
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“I wanted to be where nobody I knew could ever come.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar
“I know pretty much what I like and dislike; but please, don't ask me who I am.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
"Elm" http://www.angelfire.com/tn/plath/elm.html <br class="br">Source: Ariel (1965) <br class="br">Context: p>I am inhabited by a cry.<br>Nightly it flaps out<br>Looking, with its hooks, for something to love.I am terrified by this dark thing<br>That sleeps in me;<br>All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity.</p
“I may never be happy, but tonight I am content.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“It is awful to want to go away and to want to go nowhere.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.”
Source: Ariel: The Restored Edition
“I could feel the winter shaking my bones and banging my teeth together.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar
“I have a violence in me that is hot as death-blood.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: Johnny Panic and the Bible of Dreams: Short Stories, Prose and Diary Excerpts
“I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.”
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
"Mad Girl's Love Song" http://www.angelfire.com/tn/plath/madgirl.html (1953) from Collected Poems (1981) <br class="br">Variant: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again. <br class="br">Source: The Bell Jar
Variant: Then it hit me and I just blurted, 'I like people too much or not at all. I've got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them.
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: Ariel: The Restored Edition
“I must get back my soul from you; I am killing my flesh without it.”
Draft of letter to Richard Sassoon (1956-03-01)
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000)
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Sylvia Plath book The Bell Jar
Source: The Bell Jar (1963), Ch. 20
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“I don’t care about anyone, and the feeling is quite obviously mutual.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: The Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: Johnny Panic and the Bible of Dreams: Short Stories, Prose and Diary Excerpts
“The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.”
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Source: The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
