“From the beginning of time,
in childhood, I thought
that pain meant
I was not loved.
It meant I loved.”
Louise Glück (1943–2023) American poet
Source: "First Memory", Ararat (1990)
Part One, One
The Dud Avocado (1958)
Context: I’d made a vow when I got over here never to speak to anyone I’d ever known before. Yet here we were, two Americans who hadn’t really seen each other for years; here was someone from "home” who knew me when, if you like, and, instead of shambling back into the bushes like a startled rhino, I was absolutely thrilled at the whole idea.
"I like it here, don’t you?” said Larry, indicating the café with a turn of his head.
I had to admit I’d never been there before.
He smiled quizzically. "You should come more often,” he said. "It’s practically the only nontourist trap to survive on the Left Bank. It’s real” he added.
Real, I thought … whatever that meant.
“From the beginning of time,
in childhood, I thought
that pain meant
I was not loved.
It meant I loved.”
Louise Glück (1943–2023) American poet
Source: "First Memory", Ararat (1990)
Johann Gottlieb Fichte (1762–1814) German philosopher
Source: The Way Towards The Blessed Life or the Doctrine of Religion 1806, P. 56
“But we are all human, I thought, wondering what I meant.”
Ralph Ellison book Invisible Man
Source: Invisible Man (1952), Chapter 11.
“I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me …”
Neil Diamond (1941) American singer-songwriter
I'm a Believer, first performed by The Monkees in 1966
Song lyrics, Just for You (1967)
“Up until now I'd always thought RSI meant 'I hate my damn job.”
Terry Pratchett (1948–2015) English author
Usenet
“I knew nothing but shadows and I thought them to be real.”
Oscar Wilde book The Picture of Dorian Gray
Source: The Picture of Dorian Gray
“I want to help you to grow as beautiful as God meant you to be when He thought of you first.”
George MacDonald (1824–1905) Scottish journalist, novelist
Christine O'Donnell (1969) American Tea Party politician and former Republican Party candidate
interview with Wilmington News-Journal, November 12, 2006
2006 Delaware US Senate race