Ik moet iets hebben naast man en kinderen waar ik me aan wijden kan! O ja, ik wil niet zoals de meeste mensen voor niets geleefd hebben. Ik wil van nut of plezier zijn voor de mensen, die om mij heen leven en die mij toch niet kennen. 
5 April 1944 
The Diary of a Young Girl (1942 - 1944)
                                    
“I have never felt any inward assurance of genius, or any presentiment of glory or of happiness. I have never seen myself in imagination great or famous, or even a husband, a father, an influential citizen. This indifference to the future, this absolute self-distrust, are, no doubt, to be taken as signs. What dreams I have are all vague and indefinite; I ought not to live, for I am now scarcely capable of living.”
            3 May 1849 
Journal Intime (1882), Journal entries
        
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Source: Earthsea Books, Tehanu (1990), Chapter 8, "Hawks"
                                        
                                        Source: "As I Please," Tribune (3 March 1944)
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Interview remarks quoted by Honie Stevens, "Squaring the Ledger" https://archive.is/20121206021747/www.news.com.au/dailytelegraph/story/0,22049,22763328-5006011,00.html, The Daily Telegraph, November 18, 2007.
“I must at least tell somebody, even only God and myself, what I have seen and felt.”
Life in the Industry: A Musician's Diary
Quoted from Elst, Koenraad. The Problem with Secularism (2007)
                                        
                                        Comments on his final election defeat (11 August 1835) Ch. 2; in Dr. Swan's Prescriptions for Job-Itis (2003) by Dennis Swanberg and Criswell Freeman, p. 45, part of this seems to have become paraphrased as "Let your tongue speak what your heart thinks." No earlier publication of this version has been located. 
Col. Crockett's Exploits and Adventures in Texas (1836)