“I shudder at the very thought of being born again into this world. Life to me... has been a monstrous, painful, agonizing affair, and the idea of repeating such an existence — even if better in a way — is horrifying to me.... I gratefully look forward to oblivion, but I must be sure of it.”

—  Taylor Caldwell

"The Search for a Soul" by Jess Stearn
1970s-

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