“I spit on my life.
Death in battle would be better for me
than that I, defeated, survive.”
Gautama Buddha (-563–-483 BC) philosopher, reformer and the founder of Buddhism
This statement is made in reference to his battle against the personification of temptation to evil, Mara.
Source: Pali Canon, Sutta Pitaka, Khuddaka Nikaya (Minor Collection), (Suttas falling down), Sutta 3.2. Padhana Sutta