“I do what I have to do, although I don’t know why I have to.”
Kaddish for a Child Not Born (1990)
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“How do I know that I don’t need what I want? I don’t have it.”
Loving What Is: Four Questions That Can Change Your Life (2002)
“I don’t know what I want.
Nobody knows — or if they do, they don’t know for long.”
"I want everything" http://home.earthlink.net/~2lulah2/everything.htm in What I Want from Life (1934) edited by Edmund George Cousins, p. 108
Context: I don’t know what I want.
Nobody knows — or if they do, they don’t know for long. I mean, you don’t want the same thing long enough for it to be What You Want From Life in capital letters.
Well, maybe some people do. Maybe there's a few simple folks — or maybe a few million, I don't know — who fix their hearts, and their minds, and their everlasting souls on a thing, and keep on all their lives hoping for it. Living for it. Wanting It From Life.
But these are the people who never get it.
¿Y para qué debo arrepentirme de lo que he hecho, si no puedo dejar de hacer lo que hago, que es lo que he hecho?
Voces (1943)
“I know what I have given you, I do not know what you have received.”
Qué te he dado, lo sé. Qué has recibido, no lo sé.
Voces (1943)

To this day, the answer to that question is simple: because nobody could do it better.