“Immediate reality is outside that window; so big it is, so much of it, everything entangled in everything else...What large thought Sabbath was struggling to express? Is he asking, "Whatever did happen to my own true life?"”
Was it taking place elsewhere? But how then can looking out of this window be so gigantically real? Well, that is the difference between the true and the real. We don't get to live in the truth. That's why Nikki ran away. She was an idealist, an innocent, touching, talented illusionist who wanted to live in the truth. Well, if you found it, kid, you're the first. In my experience the direction of life is toward incoherence — precisely what you would never confront. Maybe that was the only coherent thing you could think to do: die to deny incoherence.
Sabbath's Theater (1995)
Help us to complete the source, original and additional information
Philip Roth 95
American novelist 1933–2018Related quotes

As quoted in "Profile: The Soloist" by Joan Acoccella, in The New Yorker (January 19, 1998); reprinted in Life Stories: Profiles from The New Yorker https://books.google.com/books?id=KDhjzXAjyUMC&pg=PA62 (2000), edited by David Remnick, p. 62.

High Infatuation: A Climber's Guide to Love and Gravity (2007)
“I lied. And my embarrassment was so great that I changed everything else to make the lie true.”
#403
Vectors: Aphorisms and Ten Second Essays (2001)

Letter (19 December 1935) as published in Letters of Wallace Stevens (1966) edited by Holly Stevens, (No. 336)

At the Mind's Limits: Contemplations by a Survivor on Auschwitz and Its Realities (1966)

“Schoolmaster: But God, whatever else He is, and of course He is everything else, is not a fool.”
Act 2, p. 78.
Forty Years On (1972)