Introduction.
The Papers of Samuel Marchbanks (1985)
“What was more frustrating than the loss of exhilaration was the return of my struggles with sin. I had become a Christian, so why did I still struggle with lust, greed, and envy? Why did I want to get drunk at parties or cheat on tests?”
Blue Like Jazz (2003, Nelson Books)
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