“What I have suffered you cannot imagine. But what I'm going through [circa 1878] now is even worse, much more so than when I was young.... because now I feel as if I have no future. Even so, if I had to do it again, I still think I wouldn't hesitate.”

— Camille Pissarro

Quote in Pissarro, His Life and Work, Shikes and Harper, Horizon Press, 1980, p. 142
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French painter 1830–1903

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