“When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
Source: The Lazarus Project
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Short story writer, novelist, columnist 1964Related quotes
“Because they know the name of what I am looking for, they think they know what I am looking for!”
Porque saben el nombre de lo que busco ¡creen que saben lo que busco!
Voces (1943)

“How can I tell what I think till I see what I say?”
Source: Aspects of the Novel (1927), Chapter Five: The Plot
“How can I know what I think until I see what I say,”
Source: 1980s-1990s, Sensemaking in Organizations, 1995, p. 25
Context: In the recipe, How can I know what I think until I see what I say, saying equates to variation, seeing equates to selection of meaning in what was said, and thinking equates to retention of an interpretation. The retained interpretation may then be imposed subsequently to interpret similar saying (retention is credited) in order to construct cumulative understanding, test past labels for their validity, or generalize older labels to newer events.

Source: The Leader Who Had No Title: A Modern Fable on Real Success in Business and in

"I Am What I Am," from La Cage aux Folles (1983) http://www.bassey.co.uk/blog/shirley_bassey/2006_08_07_peggyblog.html

1880s, 1880, Letter to Theo (Cuesmes, July 1880)
Source: The Letters of Vincent van Gogh
Context: So please don't think that I am renouncing anything, I am reasonably faithful in my unfaithfulness and though I have changed, I am the same, and what preys on my mind is simply this one question: what am I good for, could I not be of service or use in some way, how can I become more knowledgeable and study some subject or other in depth? That is what keeps preying on my mind, you see, and then one feels imprisoned by poverty, barred from taking part in this or that project and all sorts of necessities are out of one's reach. As a result one cannot rid oneself of melancholy, one feels emptiness where there might have been friendship and sublime and genuine affection, and one feels dreadful disappointment gnawing at one's spiritual energy, fate seems to stand in the way of affection or one feels a wave of disgust welling up inside. And then one says “How long, my God!”