“I lost part of myself to him then, and a soaring sense of freedom revealed that this must have been my purpose from the first: to become a part of Phineas.”

— John Knowles , book A Separate Peace

Gene, on the desire to be Finny.
Source: A Separate Peace (1959), P. 85

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American novelist 1926–2001

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