“I loved these compliments, which he lobbed at me like popcorn at a pigeon. I felt silly for craving his attention and powerful because he had noticed me. I bounced between those extremes, every other heartbeat, laying down hope one stratum at a time. The fact that he was all wrong––married, my boss, a flirt––gave me a perverse desire to make it right.”

—  Andrea Lewis (writer)

"Tierra Blanca" Bryant Literary Review, Vol. 11 (2010)
2010-

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