“When I lay my head on the pillow at night I can say I was a decent person today. That's when I feel beautiful.”
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Drew Barrymore 23
American actress, director and producer 1975Related quotes

Essay as "Mr. X" (1969)
Context: I can remember the night that I suddenly realized what it was like to be crazy, or nights when my feelings and perceptions were of a religious nature. I had a very accurate sense that these feelings and perceptions, written down casually, would not stand the usual critical scrutiny that is my stock in trade as a scientist. If I find in the morning a message from myself the night before informing me that there is a world around us which we barely sense, or that we can become one with the universe, or even that certain politicians are desperately frightened men, I may tend to disbelieve; but when I'm high I know about this disbelief. And so I have a tape in which I exhort myself to take such remarks seriously. I say "Listen closely, you sonofabitch of the morning! This stuff is real!" I try to show that my mind is working clearly; I recall the name of a high school acquaintance I have not thought of in thirty years; I describe the color, typography, and format of a book in another room and these memories do pass critical scrutiny in the morning. I am convinced that there are genuine and valid levels of perception available with cannabis (and probably with other drugs) which are, through the defects of our society and our educational system, unavailable to us without such drugs. Such a remark applies not only to self-awareness and to intellectual pursuits, but also to perceptions of real people, a vastly enhanced sensitivity to facial expression, intonations, and choice of words which sometimes yields a rapport so close it's as if two people are reading each other's minds.

“I can feel your heartbeat,
Where I lay my head
‘Cause you’ve got me
Yeah you’ve got me”
"Got Me".
She & Him : Volume One (2008)

“I tried to kill it in my bed,
I gagged it with a pillow,
But awoke the nuns inside my head.”
Song lyrics, Prayers on Fire (1981), Just You and Me

“When I woke up, I found
by my pillow a teddy bear
instead of you.”
Teddy Bear
Lyrics, Duty

“I put a piece of paper under my pillow, and when I could not sleep I wrote in the dark.”

“When I wake up, my pillow’s cold and damp with tears. But tears for what? I have no idea.”
Source: Kafka on the Shore