“Of course I was under the spell, and the wonderful part is that, even at the time, I perfectly knew I was. But I gave myself up to it; it was an antidote to any pain, and I had more pains than one.”

— Henry James, book The Turn of the Screw

Source: The Turn of the Screw

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American novelist, short story author, and literary critic 1843–1916

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