“I can't do it, I can't do it. I simply can't help turning a deaf ear to it and banging my head against the wall - yes - and all for an art that escapes me and will never know all the trouble I have taken on its behalf.”
Source: 1879-1884, T-Lautrec, by Henri Perruchot, p. 80 - c. 1882-1883
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