Julie Anne Peters citations

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“Who will see you through the darkness? "Me," I key in the answer. "I'll find my own way.”

“At times like this, I'm thankful I don't feel love.”

“Trust. That was what this was all about. If you can't trust the one you love, you don't have anything.”

“The sad truth is, they should never trust me.”

“People don't change. There are two kinds of people in the world: winners and losers. Black and white. I don't know where gray fits in, or if you can even live in that shade.”

“But its not funny. Not to people who've been told they're losers their whole lives and believe they will never be anything else.”

“No one else knows I'm alive, which means they won't notice when I'm gone.”

“I wish I was invisible to him, to everyone.”

“I don't have to answer. Until you know the question.”

“How does he do it? Live. With the fear of death every day. I don't fear death as much as I fear the thought of living.”

“But I'm no hero. I had to keep my dirty little secret. The worst sin I committed was holding it in; letting the secret blacken me.”

“I knew right then and there nothing was ever going to change. It wouldn't matter if I was tall or short or fat or thin or absent every day. I was a loser from birth.”

“Yeah, I hear the truth. But this is my truth.”

“What you see, isn't always what you get”

“Me? I had no dreams. No longings. Dreams only set you up for disappointment. Plus, you had to have a life to have dreams of a better life.”

“Mom's eyes blazed. "Are you sleeping with her?"

Oh, god. Did we have to do this here? Now? "Well, actually," I smirked, "we don't get a lot of sleep.”

“I don't have alot of people to talk to. Not alot of people are worth my time.”

“Who becomes you? No one. No one should become me. When I die, I don't want my body or soul inhabited. I wouldn't wish me on anyone.”

“I want to tell them, "Chip, Kim, there is no way to suicide-proof a person.”

“With determination and purpose, I head into the light.”

“Because no one can be trusted.”

“The truth remains. I was, and am, disgusted with myself.”

“But she never just accepted me for the way I was.”

“What's the point of living if you don't belong anywhere?”

“Yeah, I loved her. I couldn't help it. She was my brother.”

“How will you be remembered? As a loner and a loser.”

“Like anyone cared where I was, or who I was.”

“She's still doing it, pushing me into situations I can't handle, making me cope. She knows I can't cope.”

“I won't be alive so I won't care who finds me.”