“Thus the more readily we accept grief, the deeper in us the awakening of the love which is not attachment but a positive serenity, pure and full of faith, the infinite in a loving act, even though in bitterness and tears.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“To confess to freedom, the highest habit;while so many are courting the powerful and look from belowto the tyrants slowly crossing through the town,longing in envy to be seen in the crowdand to narrate their parenthood.Better to look on in serenity:the noise of triumph is like a polluted river.Better to decide and to act, at the service of the ready heartand oppose the anonymous world,uniting the individuals ever more in the * “thou.””Aldo Capitini Hymn
“And you mother still close to me,you know that it is not enough to live an ordered and honest life.You have been faithful for years to bring order into our house.As soon as the dawn appeared in the night sky,you rose towards the tasks awaiting you –in the silence of a mental prayer.Perhaps it is not enough even the overwhelming love,to which you gave the sober expression of concrete acts.The sacred wool, the steaming milk and the bedcomposed with inimitable care by your hands.Going back in time you recounted to your children their births,and the birthdays have slowly vanished.The beginning is now found from a thousand beginnings,with the ancient, with the unknown, with Christ.A present act includes them all,opening after the events have passed.And there is a severe duty for struggle,something in our own life could be wrenched away by it.The guards will soon appear,and they will take me to my cell with the high window.You will still be with me,as mother and inexhaustible human presence.Giving freely of your love, you still knew that your son is freedom.You were a nearness, that always found something to do.I have watched you unflinching under hardness and spite,always moving, and acting,holding back your inner rebellion you had pity on rage.Now we are together to work and open all around.In the loving gift to the world which ever crucifies usis our fulfilment.Seeing its limitations, still to treasure everythingis the gesture of infinite miracle,and you were right: order comes from this principle,the earthly goods, as our brothers the prophets tell us,will be given unto us.”Aldo Capitini
“Thus God is not to be lived in contemplation but in acts, in actual practice. In giving of our best, in the intrinsic value of every act, God descends as person and strengthens us.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“Every act involves a discovery of finite beings and seeing them as such, one understands ever better the reality of God’s presence, since finiteness by itself would be insufficient. God is the continuous miracle. It may be said that if it is continuous it is no longer a miracle. But miracle there is, although it does not consist in any outstanding or exceptional event. The miracle is that without God all finite things and their mutual relationships fade away into abstractions – whereas with God, they live in our spirit, in a conscious relationship. The essential construction of reality lies in this and not in the activism of the materialists who have little awareness of the intimate religious relationship.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“I wanted to go away, in the midst of something entirely different,I had been there, in the house of torture,I have seen people being kicked, men’s bodies scorched,nails pulled out with pliers.Armed with flame and cudgels, grinning men in shirt sleeves.Where I could hear my friends being thrown headlongdown the stairs.Night was as day, and long shrieks wounded me.In vain I tried to think of wooded lanes and flowers,a serene life and human words.The thought seized up, it was as if a wound were opened upagain and again and endlessly searched.From the mouth struck, teeth and blood came out,and lamenting moans from the deep throat.Away, away from that house, from that street and town,from anything similar to it.I must save myself, keep up my mind,that I should not be led to madness by these memories.Oh, if we could go back to a void, from which a new order,a maternal opening could come forth,if I hear a certain tone of voice even in jest, I shudder.My unhappiness is that I avoid the sight of suffering,hospitals and prisons.I have yearned for high solitudes, lands of still sunshineand sweet shadows,but I would always be pursued by the ghosts of human beings.All of a sudden I feel the need of distraction and play,to lose myself in the noise of the fairground.I remain with you, but forgive meif you see me sometimes act like a madman.I try to heal myself by myself, as an animal,trusting that the wounds will close.I stop to listen to the simple conversations of the womenin the marketplace, with their dialectical lilt.I rejoice at the footsteps of running children,their overpowering calls.Because you do not know the absurdity of my dreams,the fixed expressions, the incomprehensible gestures.There is turmoil inside me, which seems to ridicule me.And I cannot cry out, not to be like them.Tomorrow I will go towards some music, now I am getting ready.”Aldo Capitini
“Even the death we feel approaching is not absolute but only incidental. At that moment we perform yet another act. The act is the form, the way in which death is faced.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“From a high tower I have looked to the four points of the horizon.I will go and lift up the dead on the battlefield.I will stretch out their contorted arms and legs.I will close their cold eyelids on their fixed pupils.I cannot bear to see eyes if I do not receive any words.Invisible life entrusts us with sad tasks,I look back to my years, and the pains I have sufferedare not enough.Soon there will be clashings of men and horrible clanging sounds.And people hunted, pushed, wrenched.Also I will find myself in the midst of the madness of war.I will open pure words, orders of thought, fraternal acts.In the meantime they will bring forward the mancondemned to death and they will tell him to dig his own grave.He will look up at the still hills and the sky.Some distant sounds of life will still reach him.He will not have time to think back to his many days –to the voices of his dear people, and the close relationships.Not even will he be able to look ahead,to come to terms with what is happening now.And when the shots will be fired, with the flash a cry will go upThe human cry which is too late, and it’s lost.To free, to free as soon as possible.They will ask me: why don’t you come to fight with us?They will not understand, they will carry on with the war.I loved to be with other people, as the light of the day.It is so good to work together, in trust, in mutual help.To lose myself in the crowd in modest clothes.In a circle of equals to listen and to speak.And now nobody wants to listen, and yet they are all people.I have become a stranger, the others do not know that I am there.The abrupt reply, the friend who looks the other way.It would be easy to join them in earnest action.Forgetting the deeper unity, beyond the war?I remain here, isolated from everybody,working for a deeper togetherness.Everything was only a trial, reality must yet begin.Every being was partaking of another reality yet he did not know.But now this reality is becoming clear,and it matters only what opens us to it.”Aldo Capitini
“The only law to which we can give our obedience is the one of which we are convinced. And this way to act cannot be alleged to be egocentric or disorderly. First of all it is easy to realize that everybody really acts like this, that is, he does not obey laws to which the doors of his conscience have not been willingly opened. But the difference lies in that some choose an authority, and from then onwards are prepared to obey all its commands. Others instead prefer to often re-examine the reasons for these prescriptions, and do not entrust anybody with the keys of their own conscience. This does not mean that they will want to undertake a deep study of every law, every regulation, but the fact is that they do not recognize even their country’s government or their society’s president as an absolute authority. This second way will certainly be more tiring, but it is certain that the first will be more dangerous, because it diseducates people and harms those who exercise power and those who are governed.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“The fundamental importance of the inner self frees us from the conception of evolution as a purely natural process. The Spirit is not something, which evolves before our eyes, flowing as if it were a river. This is a naturalistic conception of the Spirit, which ignores the inner self as that centre through which everything passes, in whose moral conscience all reality is idealised.If reality evolved by itself there would be no place to speak of duty and conscience. But God does not consist in being, but in choosing. We cannot define God because we can experience him only in the present and in the act which comes from our inner self.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“Even using self determination we should establish a rule to help us gain validity. It is true that it is us who examine our conscience, but a prolonged education in the perception of values makes our conscience a better tool for decision. It is also very important to think of our action as being valid for all, as if everyone in our place should act this way.”Aldo Capitini Hymn
“If in our life and spiritual experience we have become accustomed to transcending our particular individuality, thus realising more clearly in our faith the universal and liberating value of this act, free from any objectivistic idolatry and if we centre down in our soul, in the reality of all things and all persons, then our meeting with death will be more serene, because already in our life we will have overcome the feeling of our limits as something terrible, insuperable and absolute. Absolute instead will be the act performed in the self, the celebration of God’s presence.”Aldo Capitini Hymn