Emil M. Cioran book The Trouble With Being Born
The Trouble With Being Born (1973)
Emil Cioran was a Romanian philosopher and essayist, who published works in both Romanian and French. His work has been noted for its pervasive philosophical pessimism, and frequently engages with issues of suffering, decay, and nihilism. Among his best-known works are On the Heights of Despair and The Trouble with Being Born . Cioran's first French book, A Short History of Decay, was awarded the prestigious Rivarol Prize in 1950. The Latin Quarter of Paris was his permanent residence and he lived much of his life in isolation with his partner Simone Boué. Wikipedia

Emil M. Cioran book The Trouble With Being Born
The Trouble With Being Born (1973)
“Why don't I commit suicide? Because I am as sick of death as I am of life.”
On the Heights of Despair (1934)
“I admire only two types of people: the potentially mad and the potential suicide.”
On the Heights of Despair (1934)
“Maybe suffering has no more justification than life.”
On the Heights of Despair (1934)
Source: The Fall Into Time (1964), p. 120, first American edition (1970)
On the Heights of Despair (1934), essay 2 - On not wanting to live